So my theme week may not have turned out exactly as I'd planned, it turns out even runners have schedules.  Who knew?
However, I did get the opportunity to run with my friend Sean, previously referred to as the casual runner.  This is the run I wasn't very concerned about, because I knew he was roughly around my level so it wouldn't be super demanding.  
We ran about three miles.  I really enjoyed the run, however there were a few factors I didn't count on.  It was great to have some conversation in the beginning.  I don't get many chances to hang out with Sean, so its cool to think that this could be a new way for us to hang out.  
The first mile went by pretty smoothly, I wasn't very out of breathe and I got to catch up with my friend.  Then we both started to get a little out of breathe.  The conversation lessened the farther we ran and I quickly started to miss my running music.  It is honestly ridiculous how much music motivates me.  I started forcing songs to get stuck in my head so I could have something.  We finished the run, but I really wasn't feeling it.  I had to force myself to run as far as I did, then once we stopped, I know I could have ran farther, I just couldn't make myself.
This was a really telling moment for myself.  I really need to find other ways to motivate myself.  I love to run with music, but thinking back now, I can remember times my blackberry died and I thought to myself, "Ya know, I can walk the rest of the way."  If I don't have my music I'm useless.  How am I going to run a marathon if my only real form of motivation is the music playing through my headphones?
So that's my next challenge, to find a way to motivate myself that doesn't involve music.  I better figure it out fast too, because I'm runner with the experienced runner on Friday.
 
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